we are who we are thanks to our decisions and our past

we are who we are today, April 13th of 2011, thanks to our past... let me rephrase it, we are the result of the decisions we took in the past, the result of the people who interacted with us, wether we took left or right in the corners that have been presented upon us, without those decisions, without our past, we wouldnt be who we are NOW, we would be someone else.

So, its very important for me to aknowledge the past, to accept it, to let it go. I believe that until you dont aknowledge it, you wont be able to move foward.

How can someone live like if the past has not occurred? Maybe their past was so dark, that is hard for them to revisit it and close the door? Cant they understand that whenever they keep their luggage on their backs, it will be so hard to move to the next chapter?

I have made peace with my past, with my lovers, with my enemies, and with whoever passed thru my life.... and i am pleased. Pleased cause my doors that lie behind me are locked and only i hold the key. I am pleased cause i can open the ones in front of me without any effort, it so easy to look forward to my future.....

so... when you look into my eyes and tell me there is nothing about your past... i hardly believe it... you are not a newborn, you have gone through life....

THe day you can look into my eyes and tell me what i dont know, what is keeping you away...us apart.... when that day comes.. i might be willing to let you in into my present and into my future.....