what if?

Dear M.A., if I had married you…. Our wedding would have been in a catholic church, situated in a beach. barefoot and with the sun going down…that would have been the day where I would have met your friends and family… we would have 2 children by now, I would be an architect and you would be a copywriter, we would be living in a nice house, with dogs….our married life prior the children would have consisted in drugs, fights and movies. Our life after the children would have probable been silence and movies…fighting would never be an option, neither would be divorce… I would be living my life as a shadow of yours, always in the back row… adoring you, loving every bit of your existence but at the same time wondering what could have been if you had let me go….I would be driving a prius and you would be 2…our children would go to the most expensive school in the city and our Sundays would be spent in the Country Club…holidays? Orlando for summer and your country house for winter times…

Dear A.M, if I had married you… I would be living in Kent, in a manor house, a one with a name, not a number…you would have converted to Catholicism, and we would have had 3 weddings…one in the UK, one in Italy and one in Dr… just to keep all of our friends happy…we would have lost the bet!!! In addition, you would have had to pay the tickets and hotel stay for our friends…and I wouldn’t stop nagging about it I would be your princess in your great castle… we would have 2 children, a boy and a girl. send them to private pre-schools and travel every few months for holidays to the Caribbean, to mainland Europe and we would never go to the USA…I would be a marketing executive by paper, but I would have stayed at home to raise our children…you would be a big shot lawyer in the city, commuting every day…. Although you will still drive, a Mercedes (the latest in the market).....

Our common friends would always have a place in our house… we would have been supportive of each other’s and happy….

those are the two ifs..... my two big loves.....