I cant run anymore

Maybe its me, maybe I have changed,
But I no longer find it in me the need to save you,
To save you from yourself, and from what you will become.
Here I am, I would give you this world and the other, and yet
You do not take it,
You run, and at my age, I am done with running,
I vowed I wouldn’t run, after you,
And funny enough I understand you now , more than ever,
Cause im the one who has run away, for far too long,
And didn’t let him catch me, just like you are doing it to me.
I didn’t let him help me, when all he wanted was recue me,
I left, and never looked back.
Do I regret it? Yes, when specimens like you come to my life, I regret it,
I regret, that I run, I regret not looking back, I reget getting on that plane three years ago.
Cause I was safe. The world was handed to me and I rejected it.
But I blame me, not the world, not him for pushing too hard, not anyone, but me.
And I find myself drawn to people just like me
With emotional voids inside of them
With pain not visible to the human eye, and I try to save them,
But im running out of patience, I don’t ve it in me anymore
There is so much pain a person can endure,
And I have come to the maximum.

So feel free to run as fast as you want, I will not chase after you,
As I said it before, I don’t ve it in me anymore…..