a girls night out

Last night i had a very nice night. For the first time in ages, i had a night out with a girl, and i didnt know how much i missed female bonding till then... my boys are cool and all, but sometimes you just need a female perspective...
She just came back to Dr, frm her studies abroad, and we kept complaining about the things we cant do here and the things we most miss about Europe... and there are so many...we both miss terribly go to the park, lie down and read books, and none bothering us , none trying to chat you up; we miss going to cafes and sit in complete silence, or go to clubs dressed the same way we went to class... but now that i look back what i miss the most is solitude.not loneliness, but just being quiet, in my own dimension and none around to bothering me....Amen europeans like the caribbean and latin countries for their lovely personality and cause you never feel alone, but its gets under your skin, when ppl dont seem to mind their bloody business, when ppl dont understand that one day, just one, for a few hours you need to be by yourself with your thoughts... and i know, i can do that in my house, but why should i retreat in my own house in order to be left alone, and why can i just lay down in a beach and enjoy the nature around me and the noise of the water??? Why??? Cause someone , out of nowhere will come and interrupt my thoughts... someone will come and ask me if i want dreadlocks, will ask me if i want something to drink, if i want something to eat...or there is always some bloody man who will ask you whats up? and women are not supposed to be alone in those places, and this whole thing is upsetting....

Im not a bitch nor am a ermitrania, im just someone who once in a while needs to enjoy life alone... and i did miss the warmth of the DR ppl, while i was in the UK, but i didnt miss it as much as i miss my privacy...

Oh.... and plus there is "what ppl might think talk" Jesus Christ, i can not even go to the supermarket that I WILL MEET someone that i know or that knows someone in my family, or to a CLUB (although i have been pretty lucky the last 2 fridays, i didnt see anyone i knew , apart frm the MBA ppl)... even the concierge,will talk about my arrival time to the house, and what car drove me home....uhmmm...so much gossiping, is exhausting...dont u all think???? I really dont care what ppl say, but my parents do...and i am a good grl (deep deep down) amen, i do not sleep around, i might snog a few ppl on the way, but i dont sleep just for the sake of sleeping, but i am independent, i go out when i please, i come back home whenever i want and i can drink like a man if i want to, i smoke cigarettes....and just cause all this traits, some ppl might think im a loose cannon...until the know me... and like my boys... respect me.....while there are others, who have a "pantalla", show to the outside world what they want to see , but are complete loose girls.... uhmmmmm

well... i have been rambling a lot lately... i better go... 2 nite is poker night at TO's place..and tmw we r going to watch independent movies... i ll keep u posted,