the 22-28th day

Those days im usually possessed...... the PMS takes over me and no matter how much i try not to change my behaviour or normal reactions...i fail...miserably....

Its like if the rest of the month i had been keeping it all inside, and bummmm!!!! those days the vault explodes!

I hate myself before and after, cause i know how annoy i can be, how fk up i really sound whenever i open my mouth.... but the doctor says is a hormone thing.... only thing i have to do is try and eat lots of chocolates (that seems to chill me out a bit)....

And he stands by me....thats when i know how much he loves me, and that is why from day 1 to day 22 i shower him with love and appreciation, cause i know that those 6 days from hell, could (have ) been a deal breaker....

And he brings me cakes, chocolates and ice creams :) just to make me happy (i suspect is also his fear of my tears, so he prevents it in every way possible)....