Like Alanis sang, im Head Over Heels,I walk around with a silly smile and i dont get mad anymore,I see him and I start to believe in the fairy tale, the real one,the one that Disney sold me, 21 years ago, while i was glued to the tv, every friday night, on RAI1, and the princess would find her prince charming, and her life would change.... Later Hollywood sold me the happy ending, where the guy would just come out of nowhere and sweep her off her feet, just when she had given up on love...
And now...just when i had given up on all hope, when i had believed that happiness, love, and understanding werent part of my script, when i had stopped watching chick flicks and reading chick lit.... he came along...and with persuasion he has swept me off my feet...he has showed me a new side, a new hope, a new world...And the pessimist in me believes that this is not going to last for long...but my positive side shushes it and tells me to keep dreaming, keep enjoying this feeling..and he might turn out to be a jerk, but i know he cant be like the jerkest of all...i already had that in my life....no, he is just like good....a good person, an open, honest, not mind game person, the one who doesnt have to wait to call, who is not afraid to fall.... and i like it..is a first for me...to have everything said to me...to not wait by the phone, to not being played on....
so there is hope, there is someone out there for everyone...i think i have found mine...well he found me...apparently the first day he saw me, he had made up his mind...uhy.....im so so so happy :)
and the ex? a distant memory...that sometimes comes back to hunt me...but i dont pay attention to it...i coudlnt care less about his whereabouts...in fact....although i hate him...i might start to wish him well pretty soon....cause if he hadnt done what he did, i would still be hanging out waiting for him..iw ouldnt be here, happy and almost...just almost...inlove.
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