that third kiss

he kissed me once out of nowhere, i didnt expected it, not from him...he was my friend.... he kissed me twice... again i didnt expected it...and this time i told him i was in love with someone...he kissed me the third time, out of nowhere and something changed inside of me....i kissed him back....but not wholly as i should ve...i had spent the whole night thinkin about the otherone... and after the third kiss, the talk that said i couldnt go out with them anymore cause he constantly wanted to kiss me and had to held back cause i had someone in my life.... and after the look...that look i cant forget and that look that prevented me today to look at him, cause i was scared to see what i saw the other night.... and that third kiss, when he said how lucky the guy is....me not saying anything, me not telling him that me and the other are no longer together, that i have shut him out...that i cant carry with that relationship... why didnt i say anything? why did i let him believe i was with someone else? i honestly dont know... 

all i know is that he didnt ve me at hello...he had me at his third kiss..... 

but the third kiss brought awkwardness between us.... i cant be in the same room as him by myself, i cant talk to him and look into his eyes, he cant either... he kissedc me today , in my cheek, a kiss that almost left me a bruise, but he came from behind and i didnt notice his arrival... 

now i look at the sky and ask why? why him? why now? why not before.. why do i ve this urge to kiss him in front of a crowd, like a teenage girl.. and at the same time i still feel i do have some deep feelings for the other (love? nah..) 

anyway, enough with my kisses.... i heard this song yesterday and i felt it was me singing it...to him (not the third kiss, the other) ENJOY!

I BRUISE EASILY

My skin is like a map, of where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing
So I let down my guard, drop my defences, down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I've found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them all over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith I'll never know
So I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you

So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, 

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily
I bruise easily